Bleh.....

Don't have much to say tonite. Kinda in a funk, I suppose. No energy, no drive, no nothing. Its like all the good vibes been sucked outta me. Long time friends of mine decided to end their relationship, and it just makes me sad. I heard an Orlando man killed an unarmed kid because he was walking in a gated neighborhood while being black, and its more expensive to eat healthy than it is to eat crappy fast food. Seems the world has its priorities backwards most of the time. I long to be the honey badger.......

Lazy Sunday

The more I read about protein, the more I want to completely change my habits. I do understand that there are risks involved, but nowadays, just breathing the air can give you cancer. I do plan on starting with eating actual food, not going straight to supplements, so shopping today will be interesting. I don't like spending money, and I do realize this new diet will put a dent into the budget. It'll be a delicate balance.

Going back to a previous post, I have continued to "be the honey badger". However, I decided to expand it to nearly my whole life. I am only one man, and can only give so much of myself to anothers will. I don't need to go down the same path I have gone down for years. The one that dedicates myself to others, and neglects my family. With two new jobs and changes in social circles, it seems I had lost that focus. That loss of focus will be corrected.

I am avoiding the scale for now, until I can get my energy back to do some REAL exercising.

Other than that, pretty uneventful week. Just trying to get back on track to where I was a month ago, before I started this second job. Wish me luck, I'll need it.